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19 April 2010 5:50 PM Posted by My name is T.Je 0 comments
iyaakk..
aku nulis ini siang-siang..
dan tempatku ini sungguh panasssss....
sempat bertanya2 juga, ini masi di dunia ato uda neraka sich???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dan kayaknya 1 galon AQUA uda habis aku teguk, tapi ga ngaruh juga..
seminggu ini kerjaan hanya cari tempat ngadem..walopun terkadang di dalem belum tentu ngadem..haalaahh..*start to sigh*
okeh..
skarang mau apa??
satu-satu dulu ya...
yg pertama, masalah politik..
tah kenapa org yg aku dukung ini selalu beruntung di no.2
pokoke..2 is the number lucky..
yg satu berjalan dgn sedikit menegangkan..sempet pake urat juga.
bolak balik Medan-Kisaran-Siantar-L.Pakam-Medan lagi..
jujur ya, capenya ga nahan..siap itu latian ekkle..:) biar cape tapi aku tetep smangat lohhh..*memang selalu kek gitu klo uda disuruh nyanyi*
:)
malah semalam sebelumnya aku ngerasa ga sanggup x...kepala mau pecah rasanya, belum lagi masalah kyk nimpa kepala mpe penyet..*sigh again !

nah,buat hari kedua..
biarpun ini ga sepenuhnya seperti yg diharapkan, tapi masi ada harapan utk sebuah perubahan yg lebih baik di tempatMu..
:)

and then..
buat dia yg selalu memberiku semangat, walopun aku tau dia yg seharusnya aku semangatin buat sembuh.. :) thank u..
satu yang pasti, utk saat ini aku ga peduli sama apa kata2 mereka.
selagi masi sanggup, dijalanin aja.
selagi masi bernafas, dicoba aja terus.
(walopun masi yakin ga yakin!)
cuma bisa berdoa semoga ga sia-sia.

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU (Keiko Lee)

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too


teruskanlah mainin lagu itu ya...teruskanlah..HAHAHAHHA bisa mati klo kek gini..

mana fair lah ini...HAHAHHA *padahal senang..ckckkck

inilah wanita.. :D

thank you for playing this song with beautiful piano and voice..

Letting Go !!

13 April 2010 5:17 AM Posted by My name is T.Je 0 comments
I want you as she wants you
Yet, I speak not word.
I ache with a longing
Yet, no sound can be heard.

The object of my affection
You dance before my eyes
Yet, I dare not to reach
For I see how she tries.

What am I afraid of
That I would hide what I feel?
The flames of my passion
Do I fear she would steal?

Would I dim in her shadow,
Or pale in your sight?
This painful kept secret
Is one not easy to fight.

I can see in your eyes
That you long for her near,
So I take to the background
As my heart sheds a tear.

What I feared has now happened
My place with you gone.
Where once stood a knight
There now lays a pawn.

Mind lost in deep thought
I’m unsure what to do,
But I’m going to get over this.
I will make it through.

The answer is clear to me,
Thought, my heart cries out, “No!”
The sure way to peace
Is by letting you go.

Tell me....

05 April 2010 3:09 PM Posted by My name is T.Je 0 comments
When you don’t want to hold me,
I think that something’s wrong.

When you don’t try to smile me,
I feel sadness all day long.

When you can't see me,
I cry in hearts.

When you don’t tell of why to me,
It’s hard to get along.

When you finally open up to me,
You’ll find I can be strong.

Tell me why you should change?
Tell me why I should change?
Tell me why we should change?

BALLADS...

01 April 2010 1:06 AM Posted by My name is T.Je 0 comments
hmmm..i dunno wad i want to write this one..
ini bulan baru..
bulan april..
bulan yang biasanya aku nanti-nantikan..
tapi entah kenapa aku galau untuk menginjak bulan ini sekarang..
lucunya uda tau galau aku masi aja dengerin lagu2 ballad, yang si Westlife lah, Backstreet boys lah, Boyz II Men lah..ckckk
tapi kuakui kalo mendengarkan lagu-lagu mereka ini aku sedikit flashback ama yang lalu-lalu..
teringat masa kecil juga, yang bebas berlari, bebas bicara tanpa ada mikirin ini itu, bebas mencari teman main..
sedangkan ini??sekarang???semua harus dipikirin..
dulu nanya kenapa begini, kenapa begitu?? semuanya bebas..
dan dgn gampangnya orang2 dewasa bakal jawab itu semua..
tapi ini?? pake rumus aja masih ga bisa di jawab...
aku mau kembali ke masa-masa itu, ma...pa...
setidaknya bebaskan aku dari kegalauanku..
galauu...baladdss...itu yang aku rasakan di awal april ini..


i need ur hands..i need ur supports..