.Bye.

02 May 2010 1:11 AM Posted by My name is T.Je
all i ever did was care
and when you needed someone i was always there
but all you ever did was push me away
and all the mean stuff you used to say
now when i look in your eyes,
there's just something i can't deny
it feels so cold
and my feelings are put on hold
i don't feel the same way about you
cause i can't get through you
but there was a time
when i thought you were mine
but all you did was brake me
until you couldn't brake anymore
so that's when i said i don't want you anymore
i was tired of the pain and tears
and all you ever brought me was fear
my heart was once going through a stage
but now i can say bye to all that rage
although its hard to say..

kayaknya emang susah kali ini..
kepala udah mau pecah aja..
entahlah..
semangat ga ada, rencana pada dibatalin, males ikut rapat2 (karna uda bisa dipastiin ada org yg bener2 ga pengen aku temui disana) padahal byk bagian kerjaku blm kelar.. *sigh
semua org2 menyalahkanku menyudutkan ku dgn alasan ini itu..
aku cape!!
yg satu minta tahan2..
yg satu marah2, ngehindar, bla..bla..bla..

airmata inipun uda kering kawan..KERING! banyak kurang banyak apalagi ini coba??
gigipun ikutan sakit.. **nyuut..nyuutt** T.T (bener2 byk derita di bulan Mei ini..)
penyakit lamapun kambuh: perut kembung, asam lambung naik, sering muntah, tidurpun KURANG! contohnya ya skrg ini,, T.T
knp hrs ada masalah2 lagi?
knp ga membiarkan aku hidup tenang aja?
makin ga tenang wkt temanku nanya, "kenapa??kok sedih kali??"
HA?
aku ga butuh itu sebenarnya kawan, pertanyaan itu membuatku makin sakit..
separah itu kah kondisiku?
sulit memang.sulit sekali..
buruk.

- T.Je

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